SONNET
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PARAPHRASE
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When,
in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
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When
I've fallen out of favor with fortune and men,
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I
all alone beweep my outcast state
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All
alone I weep over my position as a social outcast,
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And
trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
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And
pray to heaven, but my cries go unheard,
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And
look upon myself and curse my fate,
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And
I look at myself, cursing my fate,
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Wishing
me like to one more rich in hope,
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Wishing
I were like one who had more hope,
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Featured
like him, like him with friends possess'd,
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Wishing
I looked like him; wishing I were surrounded by friends,
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Desiring
this man's art and that man's scope,
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Wishing
I had this man's skill and that man's freedom.
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With
what I most enjoy contented least;
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I
am least contented with what I used to enjoy most.
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Yet
in these thoughts myself almost despising,
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But,
with these thoughts – almost despising myself,
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Haply
I think on thee, and then my state,
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I,
by chance, think of you and then my melancholy
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Like
to the lark at break of day arising
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Like
the lark at the break of day, rises
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From
sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
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From
the dark earth and (I) sing hymns to heaven;
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For
thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
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For
thinking of your love brings such happiness
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That
then I scorn to change my state with kings.
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That
then I would not change my position in life with kings.
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Glossary
in disgrace : out
of favor.
beweep : weep over (my outcast state).
outcast state : The poet's "outcast state" is possibly an allusion to his lack of work as an actor due to the closing of the theatres in 1592 (during an outbreak of plague). It also could be a reference to the attack on Shakespeare at the hands of Robert Greene. Please see the commentary below for more on Shakespeare and Greene.
bootless : useless.
beweep : weep over (my outcast state).
outcast state : The poet's "outcast state" is possibly an allusion to his lack of work as an actor due to the closing of the theatres in 1592 (during an outbreak of plague). It also could be a reference to the attack on Shakespeare at the hands of Robert Greene. Please see the commentary below for more on Shakespeare and Greene.
bootless : useless.
look upon myself
: i.e., I become occupied with self-reflection.
Featured like him : i.e., the features (physical beauty) of some other more attractive man.
Featured like him : i.e., the features (physical beauty) of some other more attractive man.
Haply: by chance.